do you think

that this process, or where my life is taking me is easy? do you think its okay that you just left when you promised you wouldn't ever think about leaving me? It's not even really that you left, its that you keep coming back your always on my mind. i hate it, i hate being the unhappy one, when you can just go on with your own life like i never existed, like you never knew me. you come to point my flaws out, then you leave again. i hate it, you surround yourself with pretty girls and your bros who "care" about you, when i'm here with nothing but god. i wish you would just wake up, and at least notice my agony. we were so happy, i mean happy. i've never felt so comfortable and wanted by someone. i hate that you woke up one morning, and decided all this, not even talking about it. you're not making sense, and i can't get over you like you got over me. i guess kait was right, it is easier to leave then it is to be left. i told you it was all just a dream, that i'd wake up and you'd be gone. so tell me dear, did you ever fall inlove?